LOMO, I'M IN LOVE

hmm.. many weeks ago, I really want a DSLR camera, especially canon 1000D (because I was new on photography) :P
and in that day, I determined to collect my money to buy it, because it cost 4.229.000 (when I see in BCA :P)
then *jeng jeng jeng*  I was interested to searching about LOMO :P and because I love vintage, I thing it was REALLY REALLY COOL!! haha :D
especially for Diana mini camera, I really really love the design of the camera, haha :P
and when I see the result, it was really perfect for me ! haha,
but why it must use a roll film? ahh.. I really hope I can invent a "digital lomo camera" *dreaming* haha.
the lomo that I want :

may be I'll get it, haha. I hope so :)

my 

the only exception :)

 one year ago, there was a boy who help me, and now, I feel in love with him, then I make a special picture for him, although he doesn't know, haha :P

but I feel so lucky to meet him
hehehe :P
when I meet him, I just doing nothing
but when he already gone, I smile
I really want to smile when I see him,
but , I just don't want he think that I am crazy
I smiled because I'm glad to see him, see that he is in a good condition
see that he still healthy , without having any idea to "say hi" to him
simple right? when I was broken heart , feel that there's no anyone can help me,
I found him, and he is really-really the only exception :)

me and my sister :P love to having fun :D

well, I have 2 sisters, keivelyn and keiyora. hahaha :D
I'm often fighting with keivelyn, haha. but I really love her, and although she's annoying sometimes, but when I was sick, she really give me a big attention to me, and really like to help me to solve my problem, here are my picture with her, :P

hahaha ,. she was on my right side,
and about keiyora, I really love her too. although she still 2 years old, her EQ is really great, when I was cryiong, she hug me, than she kiss me, then she ask me to play with her to make me forgot about my problem.. haha, and she will try hard to make me smile, and when I was angry with her, she will say "cece" and hug me then kiss me, and that make me doesn't want to angry with her. haha. my friends told me that she was really smart, actually I think so,. haha. my mum always told me, although keiyora is still 2 years old, her EQ is better than me, and I think that's true. here are her picture :3

and this is her picture when I was angry with her, she did this
she was squating. hehe (berjongkok)

I really loves all my sister =")

why we need some inner beauty ?

girls, have you ever think like this? that boy/girl isn't good looking, but why they want to girlfriend/boyfriend?
maybe, for those who loves someone and the one who they love already having a not-good looking GF/BF will think, how can he love her? my face is prettier than her, I was taller than her. I am slimmer than her, or any other else, (I know not all girls/boys like this, hehe) But, let's see, we should see those people with he right eyeglasses, when he/her doesn't choose us and they prefer her/him, we should see ourselves,and think again, and in this condition , they will forgot about this, just a simple word but having a deep meaning,
inner beauty..  yeah that's it, we often forgot about it when we are jelous . when we ask the boys or girl. which are you prefer on? a girl/boy who having a good-looking but their attitude is a big zero or the one who are not a really good looking person but having a great heart, or a really good attitude? maybe , when just for playing, they prefer the one who is good looking , but for a wife/husband, they will think twice, like what my dad said
"if  a pretty woman was stand in front of me, but she have a bad attitude, and beside her there is my wife, proudly I'll chose my wife, when they having a pretty face, when they grew old, they will not pretty anymore right? but your mom, she looks pretty in my eyes because I love her and she have a great heart"

I just can keep quiet , I never think that my dad can say it! haha..

and he said again "when a girl doing some make up , or other, may be they will look prettier, but when a girl who have an inner beauty, without make up, they will look prettier isn't it?"
yeah dad, I'm proud of you!
hahaha :P
great heart will make you pretty until you grow old,
but pretty face didn't promise you'll still pretty when you are old right?
pretty face doesn't promise you'll look pretty when you old, but inner beauty promise it,
you got the point right? :)

twins ! :D

 hello.. :3
I was hang out with my beloved friend, Revienna, then we go to a shop, I forgot the name of the shop, haha , I know I'm not good at remembering something, we found a doll, a girl doll which is having the same eyeglasses with me! jeng jeng jeng...
those are my picture which is taken with Revienna, with my 'twins friend' haha.. ="P

hahaha , but the doll's hair is short , hahaha
but I feel lucky, I'm not a doll, If I was a doll who having that face, I'll shock! haha, no, I'm just kidding,
those are the reason why I feel lucky I'm not a doll :
1. if I was a doll, do you think I can see those handsome guy? no! If I was a doll, all I see is just a teddybear, maybe diego from dora (hehe), barney doll, winny the pooh , piglet or the other else, haha
2. I will never taste those delicious vegetarian food
3. I will never taste those delicious chocolates, haha

but the truth reason why I am lucky because I'm not a doll are :
1. I will never meet my great dad
2. I will never meet my strong mom
3. I will never meet my sweetest sisters
4. I will never know that I have my bestfriends : bella, revienna , livinia, agnes, steven, novita, archen, kintan, meidy and diwa
5. I will never know what is the meaning of life :)


and thank's god, you give it all to me, yeah, great family and my true friends.
thanks :)

doing webcame ! yeay!! :P

I was doing many webcams with my beloved friends, Isabella, Revienna, and Livinia,
actually we want to do our group project, making a wall magazine with drugs theme,
and after we did it, we are doing many crazy webcams with many stupid pose, hahaha... wanna see some of those picture? here they are :D  

                   from left to right : Livinia, Revienna, Isabella and sadly I said that , that is me, LOL

hey come'on , we musn't look pretty in every picture right? haha, so that, I take this picture ..

  I know with this picture , I can make many rats die, haha.. but I think , we may be crazy sometimes! :P